Nothing is random,
everything is planned,
played out with exact precisions,
life is just one big game,
let's see how far I can go before I lose.
Level one is lieing,
make everyone think you're okay,
sound believable,
be so convincing,
no one will ask any questions,
smile and wave,
lie so well,
you even start to convince yourself.
Level two is trust,
make them think you trust them,
let them think they know the real you,
create this ideal person,
set in sight,
pretend you're a friend,
play with their minds.
Level three is numbing yourself,
make yourself emotionless,
no tears,
no smiles,
nothing.
Let you're heart empty,
when you do that,
no one can get to you.
Level four is pain,
Push your body to it's limits,
let the blood flow,
the anger flare,
let your bones crack,
your heart break,
make yourself feel alive,
until it's too much,
and that one last moment,
you let yourself go,
thinking,
"What if I played...another way...
Melissa Here~!! Wazz upp??? Hmm, well I guess it was about time to update this, eh? Well I'm your avrage hormonal teenage girl I guess, my hobbies include
- camera Whoring
- writing random depressing poems
- bleaching, dying, and then re-bleaching my hair :D
- reading\writing yaoi fanfics
-Coloring using Paint tool Sai
So yeah, I'm just a normal girl, living in a small town, with too much time on my hands. If you're interested in my art or just getting to know me[?] Hit meh up! :D
I neow stalk~~
She is probably one of the best artists I have seen. her work is breathtaking. I mean, she has gone from good to amazing! Look at her earlier work resemble more of a cartoony-look, and now it looks professionally done. ( I'd like her evern more if she told me what programs she uses wink wink nudge nudge)
She is my best friend in real life and an aspiring poet and writer. She has amazing art skills, but sadly, she cant post them because she has no camra or scanner :(
She is the best GaaLee artist in the whole friggen world. Her coloring is just off the charts, and quite frankly, she is one of the nicest persons on DA, even though she is really popular, she always responds to comments and faves. She is also my Sensei, so HA! >:3
she is one of my biggest supporters and friends, she is a amazing writer and drawer. :3
Current Residence: Chicago IL
Favourite genre of music: All's good
Favourite style of art: Fan Art-hand drawn
MP3 player of choice: IPod Touch~Duh!
Favourite cartoon character: Rock Lee
Personal Quote: "Love is a simple math problem, just add, You+Me."